Ade (agentfroot) wrote,
Ade
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Methinks I'll go thrift store shopping after lab today. I don't know why, I just feel like it. And I think I'll also stop by the health food store to see what kinds of interesting teas they have.

I took a depression screening thingy yesterday, and apparently I am depressed, but it's on the lower end of the scale. Right now I'm going through a period where I'm relatively content, but I tend to vary between times like this and times when I just feel like nothing is going right or I'm going nowhere in my life. *shrugs* The lady who evaluated me encouraged me to take my medication every day (I've been slacking because I'm apparently too lazy to walk across the room, pour some water, and swallow a pill) and stop by the counseling center. Bah. I'll take the meds so people will get off my case (and it helps control random mood swings and stuff), but no counseling. I don't trust people who are paid to listen. And I don't think it will help either. I'm fine now anyway. But even when I'm not feeling ok, I doubt counseling would help. I've gotten over most of my old issues (being picked on constantly through elementary school, junior high, and part of high school until people started being nice to me for some reason, sexual assault, the death of my guardian kitty 6 years ago, etc.), but none of the psychologists, social workers, or counselors I went to in the past were very helpful (probably because I refused to open up). Plus, I think LJ is my therapy, and writing makes me feel better. So do cats and kittens, they really kill the loneliness.

I was going to go to lunch, wasn't I? Silly me, getting all rambly again. I'll also have to change my sheets since the kitten got some icky stuff on them...
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