February 19th, 2003

Lost in a place called America

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tonight is one of those mixed-mood nights. tuesday group was nice, we wrote to vivaldi and i came up with some interesting short stories (really short stories - one about annie the goddess of bad weather, the other a paragraph about my cat's footprints in the snow). then came the usual sitting around and talking part, which would have been a lot more fun if a certain person i don't really like hadn't shown up and started jabbering about the jackass movie and guys in thongs shoving things up their asses. gross.

anyway, afterwards i was trying to cheer spikeslustylove up and just about depressed myself. then i called her and we talked for a few minutes. bah. why are so many of my friends depressed? i feel so helpless. i can't do anything for anyone, it seems. oh well. i'm not a superhero, i can't save everyone, not from themselves. yeah, i love you spammy, more than those other spams that tell me i need a bigger dick. *giggles*

then i started listening to 80s tori and i felt better, especially since "etienne" is absolutely gorgeous and euphoric. yes, another night when i feel on the verge of tears one moment, then get distracted and suddenly i'm feeling wonderful.

etienne

maybe i'm a witch
lost in time
running through the fields
of scotland by your side

kicked out of france
but i still believe
taken to a land
far across the sea

etienne
etienne
hear the west wind
whisper my name
etienne
etienne
by the morning
maybe i'll remember
who i am


maybe you're the knight
who saved my life
maybe we faced
the fire side by side

here we are again
under the same sky
as the gypsy crystal
slowly dies

etienne
etienne
hear the west wind
whisper my name
etienne
etienne
by the morning
maybe we'll remember
who i am


i close my eyes
see you again
i know i've held you
but i can't remember
where or when

etienne
etienne
hear the west wind
whisper my name
etienne
etienne
by the morning
maybe we'll remember
who i am


*sighs* so pretty...
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muhahahahaaaaa i just scarred evil thom for life! we were at dinner, and i was telling people about the lego character i made. when i said it was basically the love child of dumbledore and mcgonagall, he got really freaked out by the mental image and said he'd never be able to watch the harry potter movies again. *giggles* ok, maybe "love child" wasn't the right term... oh well. maybe i'll bring a rock or something to the game in case he threatens to annhilate me for using my poor lego character.

the game is in an hour and a half. i'm nervous. i'm going to lose my d&d virginity (another unpleasant mental image, sorry). i'm pretty sure i filled out at least most of the character sheet correctly, and i have a general idea of what goes on in the game. of course, some of the biggest nerds i know will also be playing, and they can help me figure things out. but most importantly, i'll try to have fun, and my dwarf will kick some ass. hooray for the little people!

my hairy cactus looks kinda sick. maybe that was because it was sitting on the heater for a month before i moved it. it doesn't look as hairy as it used to. maybe it needs some hairy cactus food. or maybe it needs to be watered more than twice a month like the tag thingy said. well, i'll figure it out.
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