February 12th, 2004

"I'm a nun - I'm a penguin!"

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Whoah... creepy...

Weee, got a C- (70%) on my psych exam. Blarg. Oh well. Today has been mediocre so far, and yesterday was too. We did critique 2 poems at Golem (one by Jess, and my "little brother" poem), and next week we'll critique the poem about Nick. He didn't show up, and Ben said he didn't show up to either of his classes. So Ben called him and asked how things were, and apparently Nick was in one of his weird moods. Ben says he's been acting that way a lot lately, and he worries about him. I worry too.

I had some crazy dreams last night. In the most prominent one, there were two sisters with long, dark hair, both in their teens. In various parts of the dream I saw from their perspectives or from the side. The older sister had recently died, and the younger sister was having these disturbing visions of her. The younger sister (who was apparently having a vision of the past) was riding in a boat with some other people on this weird dark underground lake. There was this small rock island, and her older sister was there. An older man was flogging the girl with this flaming mop-like rod, and the girl would scream but she didn't look very hurt. The younger sister cried out to her, but the man kept flogging the girl. Then he kicked her into the water, and she was too weak to swim. So the younger girl dove off the boat and swam over to her sister, holding her up in the water. The older girl mentioned something about how she had no breasts, then sunk into the water and faded away. The younger sister was hysterical.
In the next sequence, the sisters (the older was a ghost, and I saw things from the younger girl's eyes) were in the dead sister's room, looking through her stuff. The ghost pulled some weird pink rubbery rings out of a jewelry box or something and said that they were her breasts, but she had cut them off and made rubber bands out of them. It was really freaky.
Then the younger sister was in bed in her room (oddly enough, she looked like my sister and it looked like my house). I saw things from the dead girl's eyes, and she was haunting her younger sister. She/I floated in circles around the bed, holding that flaming mop rod. She/I would wave the rod at the younger sister, who was terrified and sobbing, demanding to know if she missed her/me. Finally the younger girl curled up into the fetal position, barely able to speak, and said "yes" among sobs.
That dream was very odd. There were more, involving anime night and showers and other stuff, but that was the dream that stuck with me when I woke up. I think that dream was influenced by a movie that Ben and Derek and I were watching on TV last night (I think it was called "The Dead Zone" or something). Weird. I think that dream would make one interesting horror story.

It's quite amusing when you're sitting in the living room talking about how sexy the kissing girls poster is and you're simultaneously watching the Catholic channel. Yes, I was so bored yesterday that I watched the Catholic channel until people showed up for Golem (and we left it on mute during the meeting so we'd get better karma).

Random weird compliment of the day:
"If you were 5 foot 9, I don't think I'd like you as much."
- Emily

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