December 1st, 2004

I'm a dorkety dork dork

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And now, Ade goes insane. In a non-fun way. Stuff is bearing down on me, and I haven't been functioning properly. My room is messier than ever, and I haven't even unpacked from break. I haven't even made my bed, it's just a blanket and the comforter over the mattress liner. I need to clean the rat cage too. I keep the boys fed, and I play with them, but I'm really cleanliness-challenged. It's only been like a week, but the cage still needs to be cleaned.

I'm behind in schoolwork. I don't even know when my finals are due, because I haven't bothered to check. I haven't been doing work, either. And there's less than 2 weeks left to get this stuff done. Now, I usually fall behind in classes for various reasons, but 3 of my classes are ones I like and want to do well in. Bah.

And another thing. I spent a good 20 minutes trying to get Nick out of bed this morning to go to class. But he was being stubborn and in one of his moods, so that was no use. He won't listen to me anyway. He won't listen to anybody. I've been trying to help him, but all he can do is sit in his room and be depressed all day. I've tried being sympathetic and nice while being firm about him going to class, but he just sits at home all day. Nothing works. I'm really losing my patience here. I don't know what else to do.

It feels like everything is building up and bearing down again, and this usually leads to me snapping at some point, flipping out and yelling at everybody, and then avoiding everyone for several days until I can calm down and resolve stuff. Hopefully it won't come to that, and I'll be able to get stuff done in time. I don't know. I just need to bitch. Bitch, bitch, bitch.

On the other hand, Tuesday group gets interesting right after watching several hours of CSI.
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