anyway, enough depressing stuff. today was interesting, i went to a car wash for the alpha workshop (in a little over 2 weeks!) and met rachel, who seems nice but quiet. megan and i were holding signs and making up stupid songs, and we bought squirt guns and ran around squirting each other and fighting over the hose. yep, we're real mature. i got completely drenched, but it was a lot of fun. but she got the big one and i got the little one... humph. oh well. i have a bigger water gun in my drawer anyway! *evil laugh* gosh, whenever my sister comes home (my family is due back any time now...), she'll be in for it. i'm in such a squirty mood. but it's nearly 10 now, so she'll be tired and i'll be wide awake and i'll get yelled at. oh well.
ah, i feel like such a child. here i am, 19 years old, and i feel 6. which is a good thing, in my opinion.