i don't wanna go back to college! actually, i don't have to worry about that for a few weeks, but still. i miss alpha. i was eating dinner tonight (my dad and i made gazpacho soup even though i wasn't in the mood for it) and thinking about alpha and i just couldn't eat any more. the soup was ok, it just wasn't something i could have a whole bowl of. ah well. this week has just been a slump. i'm just bummed because alpha is over and school is quickly approaching and preparing to whack me in the head. my dad wants to move me in a few days early because that week is busy for him. he'll have to call the school and get permission first. upperclassmen aren't supposed to move in til the 27th so the incoming freshmen can get settled. well, if i move in on the 25th, i can settle in early, get my stuff arranged before my roommate arrives (the college hasn't sent me any info about her, but i think i know who she is...), and play computer games for a few days. maybe i'll even get out of the room a bit, say hi to the newbies, and learn the names of all the buildings and streets, since i tend to forget them (well, i know most of the important ones...). heck, if i help some people move in, maybe i'll make a friend or two. that'd be nice. friends are good. i need college friends. i should be more active in the various clubs this year. i was kinda the equipment manager for fencing, and i attended meetings and events in other clubs, but sitting there absorbing things isn't doing much. ah well. AGP has a new house, and i know people living there, so maybe i'll hang out with all the rad gay people. yay.
um... i organized stuff today. cleaned my room. amazing. bye.