Ack. My brain is screaming and thinking bad irrational thoughts. I wish they would all just go away. Why are the bad thoughts randomly attacking me tonight? I feel like I'm going to snap. It's just a buildup of lots of stuff, some things beyond my control and the occasional feeling really bitter about something that happened months ago that I should really forget about because it's trivial and silly. My mind has gone.
But there's no need to worry. That last paragraph was me summarizing my feelings without really saying anything. I'll be fine tomorrow. This always happens. I'll be ready to snap one day, then I'll be fine the next day.
And I'm tired of people giving me shit and then brushing me off when I stand up for myself. I'm going to start bitching right back.