Ade (agentfroot) wrote,

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Last night I stayed at the writers house for nearly 4 1/2 hours. For Tuesday group, we wrote about a significant event in our lives from the POV of the opposite sex. I thought of making myself a drag queen (if I was a guy, I'd definitely do drag!), but then I decided to write about the whole sexual assault with my cousin business 5 1/2 years ago that really affected me through my teenage years. I thought it would be somehow more shocking if a guy was molesting a guy, but it was kind of hard to think of the male counterpart to breasts. So of course the center of unwanted attention changed from breasts to the penis. Anyway, I was shaking when I wrote it and kind of quivering when I read it. I had to switch seats to read it, because this girl I don't really like (she's obnoxious, likes to pick on me, and is kind of arrogant) sat next to me and was drawing/writing about penises in my book and kept annoying me and touching me (not THAT kind of touching, fortunately). So I got fed up, told her to leave me alone, and went to sit by Anne, who is nice and harmless. I read, and people asked if it was based on a true experience. I said yes, cleared some things up, and felt a little better. I guess the more I talk about it, the less it disturbs me. Especially since my cousin finally apologized about a year ago (I talked to him online and had the courage to confront him about the abuse) and I forgave him. Anyway, after people read, we sat around and talked as usual, except this guy who was there accidentally smacked Emily's foot really hard with her crutch riiiiight on her broken ankle bone. Owwwwwww, that must have REALLY hurt, and from the way she reacted, it did. Anyway, Ben and I got to talking about what we'd name our kids. I told him he could marry me and we could have a multitude of kids with weird names. He kind of laughed nervously at that. Well, I'm going to name mine after demons (hey, they have the coolest names!), he's going to name his after Transformers and 80s cartoons, we're going to have one named Bob, and then there will be the others, named after foods, obscure body parts, books of the Bible, chemicals, etc. Yes, I can see it now...

Ade: Mephistopheles, let go of Hedwig's hair and come in for dinner!
Ben: And Leviticus, untie Megaman, Magenta, Zoloft, and Pomegranate!
Ade: Clitoris (male), get off the shed!
Toenail: Hey Mom, Yitzhak bit me!
Yitzhak: But he punched me first, and then Ramen tripped me!
Ade: Arrrrgggghhhhhhh! All of you! Go to your rooms!
All 2394785082734 kids: But Ma...

Hehehe... I'd make a weird mom.

Anyway, I went to a luncheon lecture about bisexuality and biphobia, it was really good. Afterwards I talked to a girl who's also a bisexual Wiccan (hurray for us!), which was really neat since about 90% of the people here (from my experience, anyway) are Christians. It's always nice to meet other Wiccans, since we're really in the minority.

Today's schedule is packed! Yow! So many things, so little time to do homework...

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