so i'm asking ALL of you who know me personally, do you think i'm crazy? am i so immature and silly that my presence annoys you? or am i more than just a woman desperately hanging onto her childhood? and what do other people think of me? i want honest answers here. i'm just trying to see what kind of image other people have of me. sure, i'm a nice person and everything, but i want to know if my behavior irritates anyone or if i'm just paranoid. post anonymously if you want, i just need to know this.
so why am i concerned with what people think of me if i'm supposedly a carefree, be-who-you-are-despite-what-others-think,
wow, it's getting later and i still haven't done anything. and by the way, even if i am crazy, i'm safe in my craziness and "mostly harmless." i can be incredibly immature or incredibly mature, depending on who i'm with and how i feel. right now i feel tired and curious, and i don't know how this whole questioning thing came up, but i was just thinking about this guy i'm kinda sorta friends with. anyway, i better shut my computer down or i'll be a total bitch tomorrow, and then i'll end up being mean to someone and feel guilty about it for a week.